Why do I always have a guilt trip about money and a real urge to save every penny just before my birthday? I’ve been stopping myself getting GHD’s for so 3 years and had decided they would be my birthday present this year… so now, because I feel the need to save money I feel like I shouldn’t have any presents and save all of the money instead. My mum will knit me a jumper that doesn’t fit – so its not like I would go entirely without… loft insulation is always handy :S Silly guilty sensible feelings… sure they’ll fade away soon and I can fit a quick impulse buy in!